Consistently abusing me for my lack of pride,
Persistently bruising from being immensely crucified,
Insistently accusing me of being profusely alive,
Non-existent as the contusion claims my demise,
Resistantly refusing to unify with one's soul,
Who would have become my whole?
As an assistant, you define my sorrow to be utterly amusing,
Insufficiently, you scrutinize me with an non-soothing furrow,
Inefficiently, you compromise that I am narrow-mindlessly confused,
Non-resiliently, a vague reminiscence of losing my omniscient lucid mind appears,
Proficiently, that lead to my mind being persecuted from reality,
Yet... Who had realized the tears that were shed?
A tuition of sacred advice jeopardized of committing Suicide,
I sacrifice the truth with a disguise that you initially despise,
You deny that I've been severely brutalized,
Customized as a Victim of the unwise,
Criticized by the demonized dictum,
Afflicted with an agonized affliction that never ceases,
"Please rescue me from these burdens," I aggrandize in an eager beseech,
The smitten never declared submission as if my emphasized words went unheard....
I absurdly surmised that vindictive Snake Eyes overran my life,
I curtly patronize myself,
With an addictive desire for my knife,
I covertly vandalize my flesh,
With a cryptic and instinctive motive,
I'm evidently unworthy of such emotive words,
Coincidentally, they were left unheard.
Pressurize me to the extent of pain,
Scandalize me to the extent of disdain,
Traumatize me to the extent of insanity,
Memorize me for my undying depravity,
Trivialize me without my consent,
Terrorize me until you're content....
Instead of maintaining a distance,
The instance you discovered my true identity,
The riddance was your retort of obscenity,
My entity was escorted into subsistence,
Serenity perishes repentance along with my existence,
Everything is sorted, that is what's important..."