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☣ ~His compassion was simply intoxicating~ ☣
His affection was mildly pulsating
His discretion was merely aggravating,
His aggression was undoubtedly dominating,
His confession was undeniably fascinating,
His possession was indisputably captivating,
His obsession was incomprehensibly devastating,
His progression was unquestionably intimidating,
His expression was indecently nauseating,
His depression was eventually alternating into manic depression.

Problematically, this irritating question was interrogating my privacy,

"Do you love me?"

Theoretically, I was concentrating on repossession in which I advise,

"I despise you."

Consequently, I was stimulating transgression towards myself,

"Do you resent me?"

Coincidentally, I was vacillating due to apprehension affecting my health,

"I begrudge you."

Hypothetically, my retorts indicated veneration,

"Allow me to remind you,
You're confined by chains,
Restrained to an isolated room,
Refrained from all social connections;
You're basically deceased to humanity."

Ruthlessly, I struggle and bellow in desperation,

"Allow me to remind you,
You're constrained by insanity,
Governed to suffer an Mental Disorder,
Detained from all sane connections;
You're practically deceased to mortality!"

Disgracefully, he snuggles into me and informs in frustration,

"You do realize,
I have won this game of chess,
I am considered the righteous King,
You will shortly accept me and become my beloved Queen..."

Disdainfully, he reeks of the Gas Station,

&

Distastefully, he eerily seeks to take advantage of my prostration,
Frantically, he spine-chillingly keeps himself back with temptation,
Unfortunately, he unnervingly creeps away from the location.

&

Pitifully, I suffer from starvation and dehydration,
No proffer of salvation as far as I am concerned,
I impatiently await predation as I learn that this death is leisured,
Discerning no escaping from this apprehension as I have severed everything I treasured,

☣~I shall hopelessly observe his intoxicating compassion cause my hell-bent world to fall into obliteration~☣

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×- Grace me with your calming presence,
Embrace me with your heart-warming pleasance,
Trace me with your fawning essence,
Erase my throbbing penance of the Past...

How long will my sorrowed mourning last?

The dawning arrives again,
Sobbing at the plain space where she/he belongs,
Storming at a crushing pace from what I perceive,
The rain is falling exactly like me,
Gaining nothing except misery and despair...

My heart has tared from this disgraceful chain of fate,
That I can no longer bare, is it even fair?

Experiencing a painful regret with the immense silence,
Witnessing my hateful side commence such violence,
Suffering for exposing a blameful and pretensive fraudalence, 
I am shameful for the fatal defense at the expense of one's soul,

Whats more disdainful is that it remains to be said in Past Tense...

Grace me with your warming presence,
Embrace me with your shocking pleasance,
Trace me with your morning essence,
Erase the brawling War of the overcast...

Forgive my inexcusable acts of treason, 
Have I perhaps committed the wrong without reason?
I'm determinative for a combative recovery...

Efface me of all recognition and memory,
Encase the cognition and cease attrition,
Replace the depression with ambition,
Lace me away from sedition and contrition...

I've been misplaced, allow me permission to proceed at a different pace... -×
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"Frequently musing about Suicide,
Consistently abusing me for my lack of pride,
Persistently bruising from being immensely crucified,
Insistently accusing me of being profusely alive,
Non-existent as the contusion claims my demise,
Resistantly refusing to unify with one's soul,

Who would have become my whole?

As an assistant, you define my sorrow to be utterly amusing, 
Insufficiently, you scrutinize me with an non-soothing furrow,
Inefficiently, you compromise that I am narrow-mindlessly confused,
Non-resiliently, a vague reminiscence of losing my omniscient lucid mind appears,
Proficiently, that lead to my mind being persecuted from reality,

Yet... Who had realized the tears that were shed?

A tuition of sacred advice jeopardized of committing Suicide,
I sacrifice the truth with a disguise that you initially despise,
You deny that I've been severely brutalized,
Customized as a Victim of the unwise,
Criticized by the demonized dictum,
Afflicted with an agonized affliction that never ceases,
"Please rescue me from these burdens," I aggrandize in an eager beseech,

The smitten never declared submission as if my emphasized words went unheard....

I absurdly surmised that vindictive Snake Eyes overran my life,
I curtly patronize myself,
With an addictive desire for my knife,
I covertly vandalize my flesh,
With a cryptic and instinctive motive,
I'm evidently unworthy of such emotive words,

Coincidentally, they were left unheard.

Pressurize me to the extent of pain,
Scandalize me to the extent of disdain,
Traumatize me to the extent of insanity,
Memorize me for my undying depravity,

Trivialize me without my consent,
Terrorize me until you're content....

Instead of maintaining a distance,
The instance you discovered my true identity,
The riddance was your retort of obscenity,
My entity was escorted into subsistence,

Serenity perishes repentance along with my existence,

Everything is sorted, that is what's important..."
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x-Rejecting sincerity,
Lacking regularity,
Loathing disparity,
Yet accepting asperity,
Proceeding with temerity,
Immersing in unpopularity,
Discharging clarity,
Impending depravity,
Beginning insularity,
Commencing her austerity, 
Merely due to one unavoidable insecurity,
Dreary, they recoil at her immense vulgarity,
Unfairly, she endures their profuse barbarity,
Dreadfully, her peculiarity enthuses her inner-demons to restart this never-ending insanity,
Severely, this is what enticed the misery and brutality!.-x
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x-Peering up towards the captivating sky,
Leering over how intimidatingly high it's grandeur is,
It's endearing whilst I concentrated on the splendour,
With overcast tears welling within my gloomy eyes,
Steering towards how fascinating it is as I assert a sigh;

"Wherever is my last hope; or is that perhaps a worthless lie?"

Appearing weak and useless whilst advocating, 
"Please don't punish me for this eager desire to die."
Despairing, I'm bleak and defenceless,
Whilst alternating to the prior day, 
Outpouring, the overwhelming fire of belligerence 
Will pry on me effortlessly until I clarify surrendence,
Enduring the excruciating agony of allowing the incurrence,
Of my frail physique being swallowed like futile prey; 
Inheriting burdens that continuously build weight beyond these shoulders.

I relentlessly tail something that remains unaccomplished,
I senselessly trail something that sustains unidentified.

There would be no specific difference between being alive if you're dull from sacrificing your soul.

Luminous stars dominating the eternal darkness of the Galaxy,
Ominous stars deprecating the nocturnal starkness of the stars.

Aspiring about innumerable dreams,
Thus - not acquiring the abilities to make them gleam,
Accordingly, the variety of voices concurred with the redeem of the utmost misfortune,
Churlishly, the majority of voices in reality mercilessly scream throughout the silence,
Furtively, the society of voices in humanity seems to require me with no guidance.

A pessimism takes possession of me like a Phantom in a Doll,
The criticism takes the strings - enthralled like a Marionette that can durably crawl,
The cynicism thrilled a brawl between the eagerness to vanish,
The antagonism influenced me to curl up into a piteous ball,
With the bitterness to perish,
Without falling into this nightmarish world filled-
With sexism and racism, 
We would succeed in something called; humanism.

The sole source being an optimism,
Enthralled by the garish colours of dusk,
A fatalism induced by the method of escape-
Being introduced to my obliged demise,

"I did this in order to keep myself safe considering the drastic increase of my loss of faith in realism.".-x

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